Thursday, November 19, 2015

FESTER - Black Figure with Eyes of Fire



O Fester...
My Nights are your Abide...
How Mighty is your Sight...

While the Wheel Burns Today...
The Time is Yet not to Stay...

O Fester...
How you Became my Friend...
Together we Grow Like a Force...

While the Sun Sets to Dark...
You will Come to me Of Course...

Will This End as you Promised? ...
The World Must Know These Words...

O' You are a Slave to a Serpent...
Don't live a Lie in Satan's Herds..

O Fester...
Why we go back and forth?...
With the Words Meant to End...

O Fester...
Forgive me for the Call...
Take me for Once and for All...


In the Sand we Must Write...
While they Kill for Delight...

How you Cover with Your Dark Shadow...


O Fester...
How Mighty is Your Sight...

O Fester!!!!







Sunday, November 1, 2015

Way for Warmth - M.O.T.H.E.R


Write!

Defining what it means to be in love is she...
Nothing surpasses her hug and her serenity...
A mother she is a reflection of GOD on earth...
Without her life is just a book without no words...

I hurt her and she with tears smiles at me...
In GOD she puts her trust and cries for me...

How i wish a moment more were you with me...
I felt like heaven here and now she is gone from me...

The emptiness she left living within me...
How much now life scares and tortures me...
No one left to pray and shoulder me...
I feel all alone even the world's with me...

I feel still that you left your prayers with me...
I cry, get up and carry on for what comes lets see...
This courage is what is left of you within me..
I am missing you more than you thought i'll be...

Defining what it means to be in love is she...
Nothing surpasses her hug and her serenity...
A mother she is a reflection of GOD on earth...
Without her life is just a book without words...

Reflect

Write!


Tuesday, October 27, 2015

Voices Portion Flake - #Don'tDoDrugs






#Don'tDoDrugs

Darkness just seems like light...
When the crystal hits the mind...
Cold sweat drives down the neck...
The snowflakes just keep a check...

Dying as slow as well...
No poison as sweet to sell...
How to seek a truth to find...
With eyes open i am still blind...

#Don'tDoDrugs

Friday, October 16, 2015

Tides of Survival - The 1st Sail to Frown



For what leaves do when they fall...
Its a season that changes what we see...
How we begun with a destiny to decay...
Till the end of time shall you be with me...

To go through questions which meant nothing...
Answers to people who reflected me a little of something...

To stand up to that pain given by you...
Have i learned what went wrong...

Because i know today...
I know that...

The love i gave gives me death...
Its the sweetest surrender...
The tears i shed...

Yes i know today...

For what the tides do in the morning...
When the moon hides under the veil shinning...
Do we change with the entering of darkness...
As the ship sails through the swollen earth...

All the thoughts that come are for a meaning...
To share with a few in ignorance kneeling...

To stand up to that pain given by you...
Have i learned what went wrong...

Because i know today...
I know that...

The love i gave gives me death...
Its the sweetest surrender...
The tears i shed...

Yes i know today...

REFLECT


Thursday, August 27, 2015

Voices Portion 11: Zaqqum





I saw dead souls in your eyes....
Burying them with the soil of sorrow....
Along the watch tower gazes a hero....
Shoveling your deeds as you walk mellow...

I saw Dead souls in your eyes...
With nothing to hold, bye bye...

I saw dead souls in your eyes...
I wish we could bring them back alive...

I saw dead souls in your eyes...
With my ship which sails in a fish bowl...
And the stars that give me hope to hold...
Let's see what is at the end of the road...

I saw dead souls in your eyes...
Boiling in stubborn heat of a whelm...
The tree that has heads of devils...
Awaits your end like an elm...

I saw Dead souls in your eyes...
With nothing to hold, bye bye...

I saw dead souls in your eyes...
I wish we could bring them back alive...

Reflect!





Sunday, August 9, 2015

The Sailing Ship - The Unlearned Love



I cannot sing a song alone...
And I need you to sing along...
Much times have passed...
With pain and some with wounds...
I wish I could bring...
Those times alive...

Dribbling on through my life......
Let’s see that sunshine while the sky cry......

No wonder we stay and we are there...
Have to say it was just a nice time....
We brought up those stories in a sphere...
That goes by...
Goes by no one knows where...

Dribbling on through my life.....
Let’s see that sunshine while the sky cry.......

Oh mother marry...
Bring her back to me or let it be...
I couldn’t see the dream after the sleep...
I kept wake to the sound of her thought...
She blew the trumpet I once sought...

Dribbling on through my life......
Let’s see that sunshine while the sky cry.......

Reflect!

Sunday, August 2, 2015

My Woman made of stars - She an Ornament



A wave for me is she...
Her eyes like a shore of a diamond seas
Made from all the stars in the universe

Her smile as she wakes the sky
With those sunshine hair and that magical sigh
Made from all the melody in heaven

I wish my woman wakes me up at 7
We drive around
With the scent of her sound
Once again she brings bliss around

A wave for me is she...
Your hands are like pearls for me...
Your sight is a heaven to be...
Nothing compares to your sweet melody...
To walk miles together are we...

I wish my woman wakes me up at 7
We drive around
With the scent of her sound
Once again she brings bliss around






Sunday, July 26, 2015

Capitalism - Butterflies wing



I started with a tear and a smile...
Hopes to see behind the veil for a while...
She was the reflection of God, for what God said...
I saw a desire for support under her shed...

For i was a butterflies wing in the storm...
Going on...
Going on...

Thoughts were told and paradise was gold...
Numbers gave goals to hold...
Steering in books and intellect...
Meant nothing at last to be like the rest...

For i was a butterflies wing in the storm...
Gong on...
Going on...

I went for the bread...
All set for that mechanical being...
To feed her, to live that dream...
Never knew, i was just an unheard scream...

That flock and that stream...
They grew upon while i got older...
My each day became a dead dream...
For they reached an age when i wanted a shoulder...

For i was a butterflies wing in the storm...
Going on...
Going on...

Left with the thoughts and memories...
Why couldn't i be what i ever felt in me...
As weak as a child again...

O father i am sorry today for the pain...
O mother, you are the desire, the heaven to steal...

For i was a butterflies wing in the storm...
Going on...
Going on...
O'you Old Man...

Reflect!







Monday, July 6, 2015

Serene Souls Playing Love - The Dance with Angels



The Games were once made...
They played with love all through...

Hands were real and touch was new...
Smile was bream and tears were true...

Approached the man...
I wish we could percieve before...
I wish we can...

Go back...
To Where The Games Were Once Made...
They Played With Love All Through...

He Tore your soul...
The paradise pull to pieces...
I stood in thy doorway...
Couldn't hold onto your hands...

When...

Approached the man...
I wish we could perceive before...
I wish we can..

Go back...

To where the games were once made...
You played with love all through...

Write!


Sunday, May 17, 2015

RUFFIAN MIRROR .... Voices Portion 5



You bring me Rage tonight
Its been high time....

Lets look beyond
Beyond your crying eyes...

And lets see the fear
Those fake tears....

What you did to them
How well you forget the men...

O will you bring me rage..
O will my soul engage...

Lets kill you now
Lets kill you now...

O surround me father before i drown...
Ill come to you to wear the crown....

Thursday, April 30, 2015

RUFFIAN MIRROR ... Voices - Portion 4




Sew your money shoe...
How you can't live with a few...

Why can't you see the midst...
That blows here everyday...

Heard that you have a robe of gold...
Heard how your soul was sold...

Do you remember the life with no needs...
Remember when you wore no labels...

I felt that highness within you...
She came like a diamond fur...

Told me she wants a little more...
A little more without me...

Remember the life with no needs...
Remember when you wore no labels...

Oh! The more without me...

Can't you see how barren comes to life..,.
How storms rise from the placid seas...
Worship comes from the times of innocence...

Then how could my times not have changed...

I am a.....Life of a storm of innocence in the seas...
Life of a storm of innocence in the seas...
Life of a storm of innocence in the seas...

Hey Majesty, so see me today...

Remember the life with no needs...
Remember when you wore no labels...

Quell...

REFLECT!!!


Monday, April 27, 2015

Write with Verity - Untimely Lesson Chp 1


A kid smoked his first joint when he was just 16 years of age, this was while with his friends he knew are into this yet he went with those kids to a place where he did that.
Why this happened?

This happened because of a vacuum within this kid which was a social and economical vacuum, to be true a vacuum of love and protection by the most important people in life.

Protection from unwanted enemies which were in the face of 9 members of a step family.

The kid saw an urge of establishing relations which were influencing enough as to protect him from the his step family as his father and mother were helpless to protect him from the humiliation and violence that happened as he grew to the age.

This all escalated as he took more drugs, started drinking and spending time with the people from the wrong side of town, he made influential friends and became rigid in his thoughts and beliefs where he had no more or little space for empathy towards humans or nature.

Everyday of life was a day ready to die or kill, ready for a new adventure, ready and thirsty for something new.

An unwanted extreme nature evolved within which erupted as hatred in his life.

Yet the enemies were still there influencing his life and yet he himself was destroying his life with drugs and alcohol along with the biggest poison he was feeding him, HATRED!

7th Sept 2008, after 3 years of this life....
He met someone who after a long time of 5 years made him feel something for someone...

The bold is one of the best journeys of his life and will be explained further yet to understand is that all stated above was the worst part of his life which he realizes today...


The only saviors he had and found was:

1. ALLAH
2. An angel of ALLAH...

Angels are the purest form of people in your life, to be pure it doesn't mean they have to be sin free. It is just that they will influence your life in a manner that will bring out the purity hidden within you.

Everyone is good, everyone is pure...
I never knew that i had it all within me but it was there, how can i thank the angel and how can i thank my Lord...


Sometimes i wonder why he even helped me, what good am i to anyone?
I have been a disappointment to everyone who has spend time with me...
Close people have told me that they are with me only because it is their choice, not that i am worthy of...
People for whom i am ready to die at any second of my life...
How can ALLAH love such a disappointment? :-)
The thought of this gives me shivers and tears.....


Yet he loved me so much, so just consider the love he has for you...
You are of course better than this kid....

Just once in your life, try praying and asking for forgiveness for whatever you've done from your Lord...
The peace and smoothness you will experience in every single of that tear will rip your worries apart...

It will give you true meaning...

No drugs, no alcohol, no woman, no music can give you the high that a single tear shed in front of your Lord will provide you....

What do you wait for my brother?????????????????????

Reflect!





Wednesday, April 15, 2015

RUFFIAN MIRROR ... Voices - Portion 3




Write me down...

Have you ever seen a blind man in a war...
Have you ever been with the leave fallen down...

Could you touch the moment in the star...
Could you hear the darkest wave yet to drown...,

Cause its just so timely...
Yet timely is life...

Have you ever heard the wind roar...
Could you say Thank you ...

Could you smell the pure soul...
Have you seen it escape the muzzle...

Cause its just so timely...
Yet timely is life...

O father, i just felt a discomfort...
The berm of my dream is all open...

O mother, i slumber with your pain...
The doorway for me yet to open...

O Lord, a sight.
O Lord, a glean.
O Lord, a scent.
O Lord, a touch.

Reflect!








Thursday, April 9, 2015

RUFFIAN MIRROR ... Voices - Portion 2



That girl gone.....
Along with the different wind...
Daft girl...
Swinging with time...
Another ring...

Are the seasons changing...
Or is it just the drift within me...
That cause the shiver...
Daft girl...

That girl gone.....
Along with the different wind...
Daft girl...
Swinging with time...
Another ring...

So, will the tides shift from now...
Is the change we pray to come...
For the time it is now...
When the heart is all numb...

Daft girl...
Swinging with time...
Another ring...

Daft girl...
Swinging with time...
Another ring...

Can you write what you did...
Can you speak the pain grid...
The reflection may come and go...
Yet the hummingbird is in the midst...

So, daft girl....
That's a nice one...

Reflect!












Sunday, March 29, 2015

RUFFIAN MIRROR ... Voices-portion 1


Write me down, you perceive.....
Lay it upon, the soul believes...

Speak it out, they hear...
No matter where...

The trunk will shiver...
The cosmos may release...
When goodness increase, blowing shadows over the seas...

The shackles weaken, roaring cacophony...
The torment shifts, shifting melancholy...

The follower counts...
The hours of heathen...

Speak it out, they hear...
No matter where...

No matter where...

Ye will fetter in ruination...
When his grime soul gets the better of...
Better of ruination...

Speak, you serpent...
Deceased, No matter where...

Write me down...
Perceive...

GOODNESS WILL QUELL!

Reflect...



Thursday, March 19, 2015


Silence, is the best awakening that one can experience.
Silence, as known earlier will be attained once you have soothed and stagnated your senses, your senses perceive nothing whilst all that is around.

Such Silence, once attained is the true meaning of life as this is the only phenomena which will enable and empower you to get in connection with your inner self and let me tell you there is nothing more beautiful than your inner self.

Such silence, is louder than any voice you have ever heard, no wonder great people in the world who have invented, created, revealed and innovated have all been in a time of solitude and detach from the prevailing society.

Such productive silence, is what all you need....

Yet to attain it you have to detach yourself from the prevailing trends/norms/beliefs and cultures of the society, you have to go against the tide, you have to bring a silence within so that you can listen to the roaring shout of ideas within you.

Yes this silence will make you listen.

Maybe it is someone as simple a you who is destined to change the way "People perceive".
Maybe there is something amazing going up there already, you don't need schools or systems or training to tell you what you want to do.
Maybe you are already telling yourself what you want to do and achieve, all you have to do is to listen and to listen you have to take out time for yourself.

Silence, needs your time for yourself.
Silence, needs you alone.
Silence, needs your full attention where you don't share your efforts, attention and thoughts with something else.
Silence, comes after you are receptive.

You have been receptive about all that is around you since a long time, may it be commercials, news, relations, social peers or whatever your senses perceive.
They all tell you what you want and what you should do!

Don't you think its high time that you gave yourself some attention, don't you think you need to be receptive to yourself now?
Don't you think its time you found out what you really want and what you really should be doing?

Detach oneself from all that is around, free yourself from the rules you have established as observational learning.

Yet don't revolt as food for your silence is peace.

Silence & a very enlightening silence will follow...


Reflect!

Wednesday, March 18, 2015

When you listen to silence... Chapter 1


Silence, as said by some of the sagacious people in the world is the language of GOD.
Silence, is and always will be very rare to be found in the melancholy of current tides of event you witness everyday.

Silence, would be described as a state where you don't hear something around you in terms of interaction.
Silence. would be described as the mute of very things/phenomena creating a clutter of audio around you and your existence.

Instead, silence is the silencing of your inner self, it is the placid journey your one self would embark once you are silent in within yourself, you are contained within yourself.
This will not come from the removal of audio or visual interactions in the outer world you see/witness and/or interact with while your eyes are open and your senses are receptive

Instead, silence is the mute of your thoughts and mute of your inner voices which are louder than any voice produced outside and intensely affecting you much more than all you see once your eyes are upon
Instead, silence is the mute of your senses, when all of your senses receive or decode nothing from the outer world no matter what noise is produced.

This silence is a state of ultimate peace and tranquility which you will ever witness and feel.
This silence is more intoxicating than any intoxication that exists.
This silence is more pleasureful than any pleasure any of your senses have ever perceived or witnesses.

This silence, is the only way you will meet yourself, this is the only way you will be able to understand your inner self.
This silence will talk to you.

In short, this silence is the only time when you are in a state where you "TRULY EXIST".

How can you understand the true meaning of existence while you have not yet even truly existed!!!

How can you?
How can we?
How can anyone?

Truly exist ....

Reflect!

Friday, March 13, 2015

In The Times Of Down... Chapter 3


Failure, a beautiful gift of life to you indeed as i hope we have understood it yet,
Failure, will never fail in surprising you the way it occurs at unwanted times and dimensions yet you have to deal it with with the very best possible of way.

Failure, makes you realist, rational, thinker, experienced and mature in terms of the rational and emotional balance you have created in your one self.
Yet your inner core is in a constant battle with the coping up and shaping of yourself as you are in a constant journey and transition of moving away from failure and towards success.

Failure, yet again will strike as all you witness & contain is meant to decay with time as all that is time bound will decay.

The biggest and inevitable limitation that man faces since inception is decay, everything decays.
As all we know is bound in time thus it will decay.

Success will decay and failures will decay.

So, does everyone faces success in life?
So, does the poor beggar experiences success?
So, does the richest man alive on planet earth faces failure?
So, does the legend faces failure?
So, is the legend, rich, powerful & well known reached the pinnacle of success in eternity?

Yes, everyone faces failure and experiences success in the curve of life yet the intensity of each one differs.
Nothing is eternal.

The harder you fall and the lower you go!
The farther you go in success!

With failures and with intense failures, doors towards success and intense success open.
As failures will are bound to decay just like success.

Everything in matter and form we know as existence follows a balance.
Everything we know is balanced by an opposing force and system in the universe, this is what maintains the balance and keeps life going.

Thus the essence of all what is said it as below:

WITH FAILURES YOU ARE GUARANTEED TO SUCCEED.
THE ONLY THING YOU NEED TO DO IS SURVIVE IN FAILURES.
AS YOU CAN'T DO MUCH MORE.
SO IF YOU ARE SURVIVING, YOU ARE DOING GOOD.

IF YOU THINK YOU ARE FACING THE HARDEST TIME AS COMPARED TO ALL ELSE, YOU WILL FACE SUCCESS MORE THAN OTHERS AS WELL.

THIS IS THE EQUATION OF LIFE.

SIMPLE.

FAILURES + SURVIVAL + TIME = SUCCESS x (TRUTH)

Remember the sign of success in life is that you have started understanding the truth of life, it will be a journey of individual enlightenment and recognition.
If you haven't, you are still failing and need to fail further.

Your biggest success in at this moment is that you exist.

Your biggest failure would be to decay and die without understanding the purpose/meaning and role of life.

Failure, a beautiful gift of life, indeed!

Reflect!



Thursday, March 12, 2015

In The Times Of Down... Chapter 2



Failure, it reflects in all the things around you. It comes when as discussed before when we have face rejection or loss in any scenario.
Failure, as occurs after loss, has its own beauty to shape us in a manner as to avoid further losses in the future series of events.

Failure, other than giving us a reality check, gives us a perspective to life where we tend to think about the things in a manner where we are not too optimistic neither are we pessimistic.

Failure, put aright one of the key things that motivates us in our life which is "EXPECTATIONS" from other worldly things.

"EXPECTATIONS" arise when we have an urge to acquire and get something or someone in the world. This can be a job, person, position, money, power or as simple as a compliment from someone on something very obvious.

Failure, occurs when we are unable to get the following things, why this happens is simply complex yet we try to shed light over the subject.

Everything in this life that we know of in the world and interact with has its own life being a person and value being a thing. When we urge to acquire that very thing we are in a race with others around us to acquire the very thing in the very given time.

Considering the fact that we have limited time in a day with a lot to do, we give our best shot to acquire the very thing in the very possible resources we have, time being the most valuable as it defines your life.

Yet we fail to recognize the fact that we are not the only one with the urge and resources and that the very thing we are in a race to acquire has no guarantee of life as a person or value as a thing to remain the same even when we acquire it as "LIFE" & "VALUE" deteriorates with time.

So, we are increasingly putting efforts to acquire worldly stuff which has a decreasingly decreasing value in real.

So, what to aspire then?
So, what to acquire the?
So, what should drive me in life?
So, i need to run after something or life is meaningless, isn't it?
So, what should be done if not this?
So, what's the purpose?
So, whom to subjugate?

As humans we are by nature bound to subjugate, at all times we are subjugating to something even if we don't agree, just think for a while what do you really want right now.

Money?
Fame?
Girl?
Car?
That Client/Project?
That "A" Grade?
That person happy?

What you want is what you run after and what you run after is what you plan for and what you plan for is what you act upon and what you act upon is what consumes your life ..... SIMPLE ...

So, decide who is worthy enough to consume your life!
So, decide who or what is worthy enough to consume your planning!
So, decide who or what is worthy enough to be a goal of your life!
So, decide whom do you want to please for the rest of your life!
So, who is worthy enough!

Once you have found such a thing/being/existence/interaction/reality you will keep expectations from only that.

And how can then be your expectations broken?

How can then you FAIL again!

So, the search is on... As it is meant to be as a human ...

Reflect!

Wednesday, March 11, 2015

In The Times of Down ...Chapter 1


Failure, it comes all of a sudden! Makes everything else at that time a mere useless and unwanted series of events which gives you certainly no happiness at that very time when you face failure.

Failure when arrives, arrives with a series of events which multiplies the intensity of the emotional & rational downturn which it brings along and the very thing it plants or elevates in the man is "PESSIMISM".

Failure is an interaction with the universe where it is defined as the mere rejection, surprise or loss of something in an occurrence around you. Being humans we never plan for them, neither do we plan it as being optimistic in life.

During Failure. thus the very first thing you develop as a human in your life while facing the " TIMES OF DOWN" is pessimism and thus with the load of pessimism you bring your optimistic nature to a balance where you stabilize yourself emotionally.

I think this is what people call "BEING STRONG" or "BEING MATURE", where you have stricken a balance between your optimism on steroids and have come to a mean point where neither you are pessimist nor optimist but a "REALIST".

"FAILURE MAKES YOU A REALIST"

Yet if you live in that pessimism you tend to develop a continued state of hatred for everything which is thus called "DEPRESSION". So, come out of it and accept it.

BUT HOW????  We don't control our mood!!! HOW??? Can we really???

OF COURSE YOU CAN!!!!!

To combat pessimism you need to get away from your inner self or core as when you reach there for answers as to why all this is happening, due to your mood what you get as an echo is "PESSIMISM" leading to constant "DEPRESSION".

Thus the first thing to realize is that, you don't have the solution to the problem and of course you need to hang onto someone or something which gives you the solution and of course it is not you!

So who is someone who is as wide as to take your failures?
So who is someone who is as free as to give you time?
So who is someone who is as sage as to give you solutions?
So who is someone who is as insightful as to understand your situation better than you?
So who is someone whom you can linger onto for the rest of your life with failures yet to come?

So who is someone who falls into the above criteria and many more you look for......

Of course not a human and for sure not someone around you or someone you know of or else you would not have been in this situation with this void...

Thus look for a being who is free of needs.
Thus look for a being who is ready to listen to you at all time.
Thus look for a being who is ready to communicate with you in all the manners which you could not even think of.
Thus look fr someone who loves you unconditionally.

Thus your search for that someone begins...
It goes on and it intensifies...
It brings you closer to yourself...
It brings you closer to a lot of other questions..
Thus you seek answers...
Once you seek something only do you get it...

Failure ignites a search for the strongest of force that you can have in your life.
Failure ignites the realist within you which you were ignoring.
Failure ignites your reason, searching for answers.

 So
"LOVE FAILURES" 
"CELEBRATE FAILURES" 
"CAPITALIZE FAILURES" 

 and most importantly

"REMEMBER FAILURES".

Because you are as strong as the "TIMES OF DOWN" you've been through.

Maybe failure is just a call from the someone who loves you unconditionally to come back to him....

Reflect!







ALL IS ONE AND ONE IS ALL...

What have we witnessed as life is a mere mirage of reality, it is as far from the real reality as you can be from the dreams and imaginations that you have. The vision that you have which keeps on extending itself.
So, you are far. Far from true happiness and far from true self realization/actualization that one day you will be judged.
Everyday, we are trying to make something productive, we are trying to add some value to our lives for which we think a lot and plan a lot. For which we try to go beyond our fears and adjust beyond our flexibility yet we fail a lot of times and succeed sometimes thus obtaining a timely happiness.

For what i have come across, true happiness is when it is attached to the happiness of someone else, when you strive in your life to add value to not you as one but to many as a whole. When you love, cherish and celebrate all that is around you in the smallest of bits of moments.

Money, fame & power is all what means to control the universe we see around, it helps us shape the world around in the manner we want to see it.
Yet even if you shape it the way you want, do you think it will be in the very manner with the utility you planned it would give you???
Do you think once you have got the tools to influence people, you can influence them and attain true happiness???
Do you think "YOU" and "YOURSELF" is so important and detached from the society that you should not give a shit about what is around???
NO BRO, it ain't....

Attach yourself with the people around you and attach your moments with the moments others have, your loved ones because at the end of the day "ALL IS ONE AND ONE IS ALL"

THAT'S ALL......